There are a lot of factors, things that leads my life into a colorful bliss. I was raised in a healthy filled of love home.
My life, I would consider, is a lot more of my favorite game, like a car race to be exact. Every decision I make takes a lot of serious thinking. Every choice I create always brings me into a big challenge to face.
I look like a normal, ordinary individual on the outside. But then, don’t we all? The problem is, sometimes I don’t feel I am. Haha!
Anyway, who will think that at the first glance I’m an only child of well- known Mr. and Mrs. Cenon San Pedro who are both successful doctor in my hometown.
I grew up in a funny, educational and loving home, with an affectionate perfect father and mother. I am an only child. Yes, only child that everybody keeps on asking me, “hindi ba malungkot?” or they will tell me, “ang swerte mo naman, nasa iyo na lahat, and nasusunod ka lagi.”, which they are all wrong.
Honestly, there were times that I feel so alone and neglected, but my parents made me realize things and gave me wisdom to think what is right from wrong. Yes, I am lucky to have everything I need, but
I never had all the things that I want. I enjoyed my childhood, definitely. With my cousins (I miss my lolo, who used to call me ELA, he doesn’t like calling me Pamela or Pam), classmates and playmates, they know me as a thin quiet girl, who’s always saling ketket in games. I also had a childhood sweetheart back in pre-elementary up to mid grade school and still my classmate in high school, who is also a good friend of mine now. Oh, don’t ask about my high school life. I had so many memories to share and kilig moments of course, which my parents especially my mom, knows everything about that.
I am one happy sailing soul! How can I say that? Well, I am not like other people who are happy and contented on what they have and on what they have attained but they keep their feelings to themselves.
I feel loved. Most people I care about love me back. I am most thankful for that. Even though I am not that good girl everybody expects, they still give me a lot of affection, which sometimes double the limit, most especially those who admires mo now and courting me before. I have lot of friends here in Laguna and back then in C.E.U. Manila, which is my second home. My friends are everything I ask for. Even though we don’t see each other that often, we know deep in ourselves that there’s still this special string that binds together. But from time to time, we still have bonding moments yearly.
My life has been blessed. (Thank you Lord!) I am studying to one of the country’s well- known university. I have pairs of slippers and shoes, my collection of magazines and wrappers of flowers that my boyfriend sent me all the way from Europe, two different unit of mobile phones and an expensive headset my dad gave me, a laptop for online communication and a latest PSP 3004, and I also drive a 9 year old automatic first model of CR-V… (Are these enough???) Anyway, some of these things make me happy, so when one of these would be lost, I don’t think my life would be quite the same.
My mushy cheesy life. I’m strong enough to hold back my emotions. I have burdens too, which I would rather not have. They affect my heart and exhaust my mind. They bother me but its distraction is what keeps my life more challenging and full of spice. As long as I can feel love and happiness through my loved ones, I am certain that I will be alive.
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