Same, together....

... Hot coffee, dim light, scented candle beside me and old songs in low volume is now playing... Till i decided to make a new entry for the new year...


Napansin ko lang, hindi ko alam kung bakit napaka hirap simulan ng kahit anong sinusulat ko lately. Hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sa hindi ako inspired, hindi ako ready or wala lang talaga ako maisip sabihin. But, i really wanted to write something... :) Something's pushing me to make one.

..."yung blog mo ha."

Now my entry will be about my fellow friend, jake, AGAIN! whew!
As we all know, when we write in our blog site, anyone can read it freely and make comments. Now you're free to leave comments after reading this... :)


Honestly, the set up between us is a lil complicated, haha! Not everyone can understand what we had/have or we'll be having for the succeeding weeks? months? years? oh it doesn't matter...
Can anyone explain the meaning of "in an open relationship" to me?, hahaha!!
Example? US... i mean, kami ni jake! tama diba?
We go out everyday, eat together, laugh together, attend the mass together, shop together, cruise together, minsan nga tambay till 3am para lang magkwentuhan and even sleep together (walang malisya ok? nothing happened. di nga ako makatulog eh, baka may humila sa kanya habang natutulog, like in paranormal activity, which we watched, Together... lol!), same wrisk watch, same ring, basta ang daming "same" and we shared a lot of things TOGETHER. geez...

We also shared somewhat serious things we are dealing lately, like in family, school, work, friends and mga tsismis na pinag titripan namin pag usapan kapag may kuliglig na! lol! and even goals and dreams. But most of the time, HE shares kalokohan. Dun ko din naman siya nakilala. Talagang puro siya kalokohan, at talagang never kami nag usap ng matino. Minsan nga iniiwasan ko na talaga siya, kahit tumatawag pa siya noon! But that was years ago. Maloko din naman siya hanggang ngayon, pero lessen na. Sus! Mapapagod ka na nga lang kasi maharot siya. Dinaig pa lui ko, Joke! haha!

I can say that there will be no dull moments with this guy. I dunno, for me kasi wala eh. Dahil na din siguro sa alam ko mga reasons kapag tahimik siya or hindi na umiimik, kaya mapipilitan siya dumaldal dahil mahahalata ko siya. And honestly, I am really having the HARDEST time thinking why the hell he's tahimik. grr... Hindi din naman siya makakalusot dahil malakas ang pakiramdam ko kapag nagtatampo siya. Yes, nagtampo siya. Nahuli ko siya, once? Halata kasi eh. Inis na inis talaga ako sa kanya kapag hindi siya nagsasabi ng nararamdaman niya. Hirap na hirap siya mag open. Yes, boy's nature na nga ang hindi masyado palaimik kapag sad, or nasasaktan. Pero hindi din, dahil sabi nga niya, SECRETIVE siya sa mga ganun bagay. At dahil nga makulit ako, di ko siya tinigilan hanggang sa umamin siya kung bakit siya nagtampo. At tama nga ang hinala ko or namin ng friend ko, nasaktan/nalungkot siya nung sinabi ko na "kapag nawala yung nagpapaligaya sayo, wala na din yung happiness na nararamdaman mo.", at dahil nga sa Strong Personality ko, kaya ko din makalimot ng bagay or tao na nawala sa buhay ko. Days after that topic was opened, sinabi na din niya sakin na "ganun nalang ba yun?", then i realized i hit the soft spot on him. Malalim din pala talaga siya when it comes to this kind of topic? or dahil ako ang nagsabi, considering the fact that he will be leaving soon for his work. *sad* anyways...

This guy continuously amaze me. everytime I'm opening a topic or asking serious questions. Lalo na pag nagstart siya mag isip, natutuwa ako sa facial expression niya, para kasi ang tino tino niya? lol. Though, he is a serious looking guy kaya naman at first glance on him, you'll think that he's suplado or not even approachable, buti nalang hindi intimidating. :) But anyway, he is really smart. And i adore him for that. And sometimes, you won't expect that he would seriously answer you dahil na din sa personality niya na palabiro, yun eh kung kilala mo talaga siya.

He is a good friend... We had this, ugh! Basta! He told me that he misses his friends back in their province. I dunno how the topic started but, i remember that Wendy our common friend was talking to me that time. I forgot our topic, haha! And Jake was like, "namimiss ko lang ang friends ko", and i said "sige, pakilala kita sa friends ko." *smiles* Medyo nakakainis yung topic namin ni Jake that time eh, kaya nakalimutan ko na. Anyway, just wondering what happened on his past relationships... HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! LMFAO. Honestly speaking, for months that we've been going out together, he is OK! I mean how the hell a girl won't like him?? Kaya sa sobrang pagiging usisa ko one time, dinerecho ko siya ng tanong... At nagulat ako sa sagot. HAHAHAHA!!! And i was laughing inside me. *peace* (i don't wanna offend him when he reads this kaya medyo bitin itong part na toh.)

Oh, i remember now... Meron ako isang hindi makakalimutan at talagang hindi ko kakalimutan about him. I dunno where we were that time, baka nakatambay kami. I was sharing about our bonding moments, me with my parents. I told him that we watch movie together and we really love watching movies together. Then he butt in that he misses watching movie with his whole family. When he was sharing about that, napatingin nalang ako sa kanya. Tinitigan ko siya, and he was like a kid. Poor boy... Ang thoughtful niya. Pakiramdam ko, kung hindi lang talaga kailangan lumayo sa family niya, maybe... or he might really spend time and money that he was earning that time para lang makasama and makapanood sila ng movie together. He said that, i think elementary pa siya the last time they watched a movie in a movie house. (wish i could tell his family about this.) Geez, kung mayaman lang talaga ako, baka pinasara ko na isang movie house somewhere here in manila for private viewing and consume all the time they can just to watch whatever movie they like. :)


Ugh... How i wish i have a brother, an older one. Needless to say, Jake is a damn proud kuya, and son. Minsan, inaantay ko lang siya magkuwento about his family. And shockingly, he is sharing things about his family, hahahahaha!!! Pati ata love story ng parents niya nakuwento niya while walking down the streets near PUP ata yun?? Susme, Puno't bunga nga naman, lol! Naaah... Pinakita lang naman niya sakin ang totoong buhay niya back in his college days, (honestly, natakot ako dun sa place. Inaliw lang niya ako sa kadaldalan niya,haha!) He was able to share how they were brought up by his parents, which is same thing as mine. cool huh?? lol. One time, inaantay ko lang siya magsabi sakin ng latest news about... hmm... eh naunahan ko na siya, di lang ako umiimik. Ang tagal bago niya makita! Grr... Till finally, he told me to check on something... Nasabi ko nalang sa sarili ko, "nyeh, tagal ko ng alam yan", haha! Pero, naman! PaSimpleng proud kuya, haha! Bat ko nga ba nasabi na paSimpleng proud kuya yun?! Ewan ko, ramdam ko lang talaga that time. hihi! Afterall, he won't let me check on it if he isn't right? :)

(Pwede ba kita ibuko dito Jake? hahaha!! I have so many things to reveal. lol.)

Ok, eto na... He's now in training? For his new work, Daw!? naaahhh... JK.

I received a new message from him. It was long, and i didn't expect him to type that long kasi nga he is tamad and napaka bagal niya magtype. *giggles* Ang dami niyang balita about how he is doing back there. Should I mention those here? Can i? Kaso mabubuko lang. ^_^
As I was telling him, ayun, nangyari na nga ang inaantay ko. Sa kanya na din mismo nanggaling...


Whoopss!!!



"Cliff-Hanger" *giggles* err... miss this guy... ^_^











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